Sunday, September 9, 2012

It because of the undeveloped prefrontal cortex


So your not going to believe this but this un-athletic girl actually went to a football game. I mean, I Tabitha Adams went ot a football not because someone I knew was playing, but to actually watch the game. No, no I am not sick, no hell did not freeze over, and no I was not kidnaped and taken there against my free will. I simply just went to watch, to make friends, to get into the northwestern spirit... Actually to be honest I was bored.

See normal I don't get football, don't take it personally football, I just don't get sports in general. Sports and I never really had a good relationship. I mean we tried to be friends, but after a few play dates it was apparent that we just didn't mesh. I mean if there was an object that needed to be thrown or passed it usually ended up in my face or it the opposite direction in which I had attended it to go. If there was running then I was tripping, falling, or huffing like  someone who just got there oxygen mask stole from them. So now me and sports have an relationship were we just wave civil from across the hall. That perfectly fine, I made new friends such as art and photography, and sports went and found people that were actually athletic.

I have a great respect for people who are crazy and do sports. I mean the insanity it takes to play in the heat, to enjoy the pressure, to give the time they do, to get up for practices, to choosing to eat the way they eat, to hurt as much as they hurt. I mean wow, high five.. Now go run five miles while I sit here in my lawn chair and drank lemonade. No but seriously, there passion is inspiring

 Wow I really got off topic haha... Football that’s what I was writing about and not just any football, college ball. Yep I have to say that a college football game is an experience, or at least at my school. I mean if every game is like yesterday’s then I'm going. I mean it really entertaining, and I am not talking about the game. We had three fights break out on the field, A very devoted fan escorted away by two cops because he was harassing the other team, One player was taken off the field in a stretcher, and very inappropriate cheers, signs, and banter. Yah..not the place for ears of a child. That why I think they created the student section. It a place to put all the dirty mouthed, unfiltered young adults who have drank too much lol. So the rest of the civil normal people can watch and enjoy the game without the part of the population with undeveloped prefrontal cortex ruining it for them. It was very entertaining; o yah... and we won the game.

As for the rest of my college experience...I have to say not as enjoyable as the first week. The loneliness has kind of started to set in. I mean you know people, you chit chat but there is no really connection, no bond. So you feel lonely. There is also the choices you have to start making. At the beginnig it was easy, but after the first week you let them drop, like eating healthy...yah we got rid of the chips and got cheese and cracker instead. Or saving money...umm yah no more goodwil for this girl. Or exercising...time to walk to class. Or the prioritizing like not blogging before homework...well. Any how its all a learning experence, you either wake up and deside not to be resposible and roll back over, or you sigh, force youself up and make yourself eat heathy, study, and make friends. It kind of makes u missing the nest, but don't tell mama bird I said that. Well thats it for now, just becaues undeveloped prefrontal cortex isn't developed I still know that no studying= no A.